Can I be myself

Can somebody hear what I want to say?

Is someone interested knowing my way?

I have millions of thoughts to express

I have opinions which I always suppress

I am irritated, I am frustrated,

I am no longer interested

I now just cannot keep my feelings within

I don’t’ want to keep mum

For long have I fought with me inside

There were times when I even cried

Am I a dumb?

Or I just like to be numb

Whatever it is, I am still a human

Want to be happy, want to have fun

Sometimes I can be whatever because I want to

Do I always have to know what to do?

Can I not just live without fear?

Do I have to change myself year after year?

Can I be accepted with all my flaws?

I want to be what I was

Can I just not be my own guide?

I will struggle with being happy, at least I tried..